Dearest LH,

Forgive me for being so messy.I didnt mean to do all this things.It just happened.Kita tak sedar pun perangai kita selama ni banyak buat awak terasa.Im so sorry.Truly sorry.Kita tahu apa yang kita buat ni dah slowly hilang kan trust awak dekat kita.But kita tak pernah mean pun nak buat awak hilang trust dengan kita.Honestly,kita tak sedar pun yang awak rasa apa kita buat ni buat both of us macam makin jauh.Kita minta maaf.Awak,kita tahu awak banyak sangat sabar dengan kita.Kita appreciate every single thing yang awak dah buat untuk kita.Thank you so much.Seriously.ILOVEYOU.Like I always do.I just dont know how to let it show.I found myself stronger than I ever imagine when I put my trust lay on you.You're one of the reason for my strength in every step that I take.In every move that I make.You'll never know how much special you are.I know its hard for you to believe after all I had done towards you.But believe me Hadi.I was so lucky that I meet you and I was given the chance to be with you and I'm glad cause you own my heart.I hope that we can be like before.Every fight that we had go through make me believe that you're matured enough to guide me to be a perfect one for you.I need you.And I mean it.I just want you to know that no matter what happened pun,I wont stop loving you.Thank You Lutfil Hadi Abdul Malik :)